God is good!

Today was the best day I have had in awhile. After a long weekend of contemplating going back to work I called to let my boss know that I would not be returning. I was nervous about this all weekend and she took it really well. So well that she said she totally understands and that when I am ready to return to work that there will be a spot ready for me. She will make due the year or two that I will take off and then when My little man can go to preschool I will teach preschool while he is there. Wow I am blessed!!

The past few weeks

Alot has happened since my last post. before we were really struggling with the medicine that the Doctors had put my peanut on. He was crying all the time and was in a lot of pain. It was really hard now he is doing a lot  better and is not crying near as much. I however have been making up enough tears for both of us. my husband and I have decided that I am going to go back to work starting in September. I am a preschool teaching and I will be teaching one class Mondays, Tuesdays, and Wednesdays. It was a really hard decision for us. we no that the best for our little guy is for me to stay home but in order to keep my license and to be able to teaching the future I have decided to take this opportunity. I am great full it is only three days a week and I will be able to pick him up at 2:30. we had been looking at daycare and I don't know how working moms do it. every daycare doesn't seem good enough. I know I am picky but I wish there was a place that looked like it was taken from a story book and I haven't found one yet. we did find one close to it. The lady is nice and she rents a home in a small town where she runs the daycare. Her kids are all older so she doesn't have hr own there so I don't have to worry about playing favorites to her own kids. The house is older but it is filled with nice toys and there is a separate baby room where the babies get their own space.  It is as close to perfect as I can find. Got to go little man is crying!